… when you think that the ones you love always want you the best, always want to see you happy, and they disappoint you with saying they would rather see you cry, than with a big smile over your face? It hurts so much, when you realize that. I thought the meaning about being friends was to always be there for each other, and always wanna cheer you up, when you know you actually can. I always want the best for my friends. I do all kinds of stuff, that I know I would hate and have another opinion on myself, just to make them happy. Why won’t they do the same thing to me? Maybe because they’re selfish stupid people. Why can’t I just let go, and pretend that this person never existed at all? Maybe because I love this person so much, even though the person keep hurting me and disappointing me constantly. What’s up with this world? Just because you’re a spoiled kid, doesn’t mean you don’t have to think about other peoples feelings too.
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Well.. There isn't really much to say, I'm afraid. I'm so sorry for you, because I really do love you and always want the best for you in any way possible. <3 but ofc that's not who you mean.. Not who you need to tell you that..
I just need to tell you, that I'm here. Even though it's not me, that you want atm. (god, this sounds so love-triangle, but you know what I mean)
I had a friend once who acted somewhat like the person you're talking about. I dumbed her and the only reason why she's not "dead" to me, is because she keeps texting me. Otherwise I don't miss her or even think about her anymore.. I feel so much better now, even though she was like my sister. You'll feel like that too, if you let her go.. /: