Man, this day sucks so bad. First of all, Tokio Hotel is in Sweden. Why can’t they just come to Denmark? They already have been in Sweden one time before! We had 2 sold out concerts. Isn’t that prove enough for them to know they should visit Denmark? It pisses me off. 2nd thing is, that Linda and Marie is going to Cologne on Friday, and I’m invited. My mum had told me no at first, but I’ve been sad all week because of it. I had a bit of a fight with my mum over it today, and in the end she told me I could go if I used my own money. She wants to pay for food though, luckily. The thing is, that I just need to talk to my dad about it first, and the second thing is that I want Chulli with me. She’s been begging, and if she can’t go, I think I might not have the money for it :/ I’ve been saving up for when Tokio Hotel is coming to Denmark, and I’ve been saving up for when the tour starts, and it’s going to be like 500 – 1000 DKK for Cologne, with train and gas and everything. I’ll get a 1000 DKK from my mum in october, but yeah.. You know, it’s still money, and I wont earn them in again.. But I just want to go so bad! I know that if I turn that offer down, I’ll be sitting in my room all weekend, crying and being depressed. I told Chulli that if she’s not going with me, I’m not going because it’ll be too expensive.. but I feel like, if she’s not going, I still wanna go.. I’m still going to be depressed, and I miss Bill so much. But if I go without her, I might lose my best friend. Such a dilemma.

What do you guys think I should do?

BTW, happy 21st birthday, Gustav <3